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  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: The Baron
Maybe this is fear. Not of what others will think of course, but of what I will think. As far as I can tell, I hate everyone. I'll have to learn to keep my mouth shut. Always. School begins tomorrow. There will be stares. But I am used to that, or rather He is used to that. Emilio. The name is like poison on my tongue. But there is  nothing I can do. I am a puppet under his control. Blind and obedient. I have lost my ability to sense things. To know the future. To read people's feelings. I am Alone in a dark room with no one to pull me out. Perhaps that is not all entirely true. There are those who would, but the question is do they have the ability to pull me out? I talked to Frankie. He said something that has really got me thinking. He said "I have no doubt that you would take me in." But he doesn't want to be a bother. I told him he would never be a bother it would be impossible. He does not believe me. But then again I'm a liar. But not to him never to him. And not to Lucius either. Out of the billions of people on this earth, I only trust two. Two. There was a question that I had heard someone speak. I remember it now. If you could live on an Island where you would be immortal, and you could take your female best friend, your male best friend, and the one you love the most, who would they be. I would take Frankie and Lucius without a doubt. The third person I would not take, because women are lairs and cheats. Thrice someone I have loved has been taken away from me by a female best friend. Never again. I thrive upon the company a males, even Alikee has left and in her place the man Emilio sits. The Hate is growing stronger. I am blinded and weak. I need help but none shall come. It would be easier just to end myself, but what would become of the ones I love?
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~Skie2 Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
do not worry my friend... follow the path of the lurenians... although i am the only one left... i used to have followers... but now they have left... left the order... left me to die... but you may be able to help... i need another to join... and i turn to you... for you are one of the First Called... and one of the Trustworthy
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:iconrochile:
I trust you.
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:iconskie2:
~Skie2 Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
and i you my friend... i can trust you with secrets of power
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:iconrochile:
As It should be
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~Skie2 Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
yes... i remember being told that i would be lucky to find someone to tell... most of the things i keep hidden to... but He told me that to taunt me
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:iconrochile:
Binding trust keeps us close for the demons and our mind bring those like us together
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:iconskie2:
~Skie2 Jan 6, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
true
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~Skie2 Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
i would lend you my power... but i am in a terrible shape... i came out of a long 2-3 weeks of darkwalking... but time passes strangely in that realm of reality. my body is sore from dis-use.
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:iconrochile:
I too have been lurking in shadows
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~Skie2 Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
oh my
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